Highlight of my life - working for Baby the Stars Shine Bright this past weekend.



I am still giddy from it. I don't know if I am ever going to get over this. Everything that I have done with my life feels like it had led to that one day. Studying Japanese, all the BS drama over these past few years, everything. If I hadn't done all of that I wouldn't have been able to sell Baby with Emi-san before the first retail store has even opened in America.






Damn. I can die happy now.

Heh. Seems about right, I guess.

Ran into Jimmy on my way home from the gym this morning. He asked me why I am never at Gabe's anymore. Ouch. Didn't want to think of that so early in the morning. Kinda got me feeling yucky, but I have to pull through.

Alana and I have been spending lots of time together lately, watching Doctor Who (and various other things), shopping, playing video games, and making giant cakes. It's fun. We are going to start ghost hunting when it gets a little warmer. Which it should have already done. WTF is up with this weather lately?

I want to go to culinary school, and eventually open my own restaurant. I'm going to do it. It's the only thing that I have really wanted to do for the past few years, and I just keep getting excited about it.

I have a presentation on the story of Ahikar today. I am not ready for it at all, but I still have five hours to get it all ready. It shouldn't be too hard, just a presentation of a bunch of facts. And group discussion. Woohoo. I'll just get up there and say "Ahikar is awesome because it's old and written in a ton of languages and referenced in a lot of things". That'll go well, right?

Been dreaming a lot lately. Dreaming of friends that have left me for one reason or another, and of friends that are still around. I wake up feeling terrible most of the time, because in my dreams things are happy and...well, not the way they are now. Hahaha, I had one about Mike where he had three beds in his room. It was funny...really.

I went to the gym this morning for the first time in a few months. We took it easy, but I am gonna step it up tomorrow. A bit, at least. Hopefully I can continue to get Alana (and myself) out of bed so early.

Yeah, you heard me. I hate them. But I usually never have them. Ugh, I hate waking up in the middle of the night from a bad dream that, looking back on it, should not have been scary at all but is terrifying none the less. I hate the part after the nightmare most of all - that part where I can't go back to sleep because it's a terrifying concept to continue that nightmare. So I'm up, and will be so until these yucky feelings go away. Boo. I want to sleep.

So, as I am writing my research paper on the Takarazuka I am watching clips from the production of Phantom they did a few years ago. Kinda awesome. It's nice to see a new musical adaptation of it.






*happy Aimee*

So, while procrastinating writing my papers, I have been looking at Optical Illusions. They have been fascinating me to no end. This one in particular has me amazed. It's kinda awesome :D

why you gotta be pulling on my heart strings like this? hmn? GORO JUST SING THAT TO ME PLZ ;_; I'LL LOVE YOU AND YOUR CATS FOREVER.

xD

It looks like Miyavi is going to have a world tour this year. That is kind of exciting, and if he gets close enough to this area I will go, 'cause he's a major hottie.

Speaking of Miyavi, I bought body stuff at the dollar store the other day. Why? Because it is called Miyabi. lol. It doesn't smell bad, which is suprising. It's a nice light apple blossom scent.

I am exhausted. I didn't get any sleep last night because I had a midterm due today. I want to sleep, but I can't face my bed right now. Maybe I will take some sleeping pills soon.

I need to get on the ball about finding a job for after graduation. I'm honestly a little scared to grow up. While things haven't been a piece of cake while in school, it's still a really easy life. Having to pay bills and pay off loans and all of that? It's scary. I know I can handle it, it's just a little daunting at the moment.

I miss Erin. I need someone who loves me and dotes on me right now, and she is too far away.

So many I statements. Erin Peach and I went out for Mexican tonight, in an effort to make me feel better. Now all I feel is yucky. Maybe Mexican food was a bad idea. Heh, food in general has been a bad idea. Every time I eat I get really nauseous.

Fumiko knows the woman who did the theme songs for Yu Yu Hakusho. It seemed kinda random that I was told this today, but it's amusing.

And you wonder why southerners can get really fat? I can feel myself gaining five pounds just looking at the picture. But man, I really want a biscuit right now.

I want to go bowling sometime. People keep playing a lot of Wii Sports, and that has me wanting to go out. Maybe this weekend. And maybe I'll get a haircut too. Something to make me feel good about myself.

I need to work out tomorrow, and get back on my diet. No more wallowing in self pity and telling myself that comfort food is ok.

I'm ok. Not great, but ok. I think that I am ready to be out of Ellensburg. It has made me crazy. One more quarter then I will be a big girl, out in the real world.

xD I can't believe they put that in there

My favoritist Japanese band atm is suprisingly hard to track down. I have one album of theirs, and that was from a few years ago. So imagine my shock at finding one of their pvs on youtube! Not my favorite song, by a long shot, but it makes me happy. Yey Japanese indie musics :)